So its been a few days since I actually sat down to write. Its been quite an emotional rollercoaster. I went to the dermotologist last week for a routine checkup and they ended up removing 3 moles to test for skin cancer. That pretty much terrified me. The thing is that most likely everything is ok and I won't have skin cancer, but there is always that chance.. and that chance is scary. I've been pretty much up and down about it. Some days I am totally fine and confident that everything will come back ok and some days I am terrified that it will come back positive and that I will have a long battle ahead of me. I can't wait till the results come back. Not knowing is driving me insane.